Thursday, September 20, 2007

I have made it to cali





i was in las vegas make some money before i went to school. i have to raise about 8000 to cover the coast of living. i only have 2700. which will cover about 3 month. so im praying to get a job that will provide more than enough to live on. i know that will happen. i just have to be patient and trust in God to provide. so im really jumping off the edge of the cliff. it is really weird for me not to have every thing in its place. i guess that is what you call giving over control to God. i have to laugh because my flesh is freaking out but my spirit is at peace. saying it is all good. it fells a little weird but all in all it is all good. i know that God will provide because He provided a place for me to live when i did not have one. i didnt tell you that story did i.

well... i was in salt lake city and was looking at how money was doing and notice that it was low. so i went strait to redding to see if i could get a job ans find a place to live but could not. i stayed in redding for about 4 day the first in a hotel and the last three in my car. i left there wed after noon after nothing was panning to go to vegas. i thought at lest there i would be able to earn some money. so i left stated to have car trouble on the way there. got the car to work so i went on. got to vegas around 3am and sleep in a church parking lot. got at 6am to go sign the book. sign the book but didnt get out. my brother gives me a call all most as soon as i was none at the hall. he asked me how i was doing and i broke i started to cry but was holding it back so i could tell him what was going on. so i told him that i really did have any money i did have a place to stay i didnt know anyone and i did know what to do. i reached the end of my rope. had nothing felt. he said that i should go back to the church were i slept to see if they could help so i did. i tried about 3 or 4 doors before i found the one that let me in. when i got in i ran into this lady named lindsey. she asked me if she could help me and that is when i totally lost it. i told her my story and what i was doing. she checked out the story found out that i was not lying. mean while as lindzy was checking out me story she intro me to her so to me hubby Jeremy. ( that made me laugh in side because he has the same name as my brother ) so now im staying at his place. so it has awesome to see God just open doors for me. so i cant wait to see what awesome things God is going to do at school . it is going to be amazing.

so i thank all of you how are praying for me back home your prays do make a difference and they mean a great deal to me. so thank you very very very much. i throw a big thank you out to Jeremy Bosma and so to wife Lindsey (Moes) Bosma. Father i ask in the name of Jesus that you bless them, that you take them deep into you heart Father. i ask that you bring open doors for them that no man can close. Father a pray favor over there mirage and over there ministry. Father i thank you so much for putting them in my life, allowing me to get to know them, and allowing me to become there friends. thank you thank you Father you are truly amazing i love you heaps!!! amen.

2 comments:

Ryanm said...

dude i'm so glad you're doing alright. I know i should've known that you'd be alright, but sometimes it's hard to faith for stuff like that. Dude be blessed!

Liv said...

KENNN! reading your story is amazing to see the transition in process and progress. im relieved to hear that your not dead. we'll keep prayin' for ya. keep in touch. PEACE&LOVE!