Monday, June 16, 2008

Mind Sets or Pride

Why do our mind sets hold us back from the truth? Why do we let an addiction become our identity? I ran into a man named James Friday night how kept believing he was an alcoholic even after he repented and renounced alcohol. Why do we who have these mind sets or addictions believe that is who we are? Are they not just something that we use to ease the pain or to coupe with a problem? I know that You are all powerful and nothing is bigger than You. But why dose what we think about our selves hold us? Why does it hold us from getting our healing or deliverance? Was there not true repentance? Was there not true surrender to You? Is our pride standing in the way of us receiving our gift of victory, freedom, and identity? Is it the pride of thinking that we can fix it on our own, or is it that we truly believe that we need these things? They only bring momentary satisfaction to ease the pain of not having Your love in every part of our life. Why do we use these tools of momentary satisfaction to hide our pain? Are we afraid to run to You? The one that drops every thing in less than a heart beat just to hear our heart’s cry. The One that knows all our needs before we do. Why do we let our pride get in the way of us receiving the cry of our heart, which is to have your Love manifest in our lives.

Papa help me to let You have every part of me. I know I will kick and scream. I know that I will try to in-force my free will. I know that here will be some discomfort in the proses. But it is all worth it. Every once of pain, every tear, and ever scarey moment of the Journey. Because I know that when I go through these things I become more like you, my light burns a little bit brighter, You get a little more glory, and the most important part is I get to see first hand Your heart for me and who You are. With out You in my life I’m nothing, but with You in my life there is nothing that can not be over come. I thank You for choosing me for this journey. Thank You for all Your love you so willing poor out on me. It means so much to me. My words don’t do it justice to how grateful I’m to have You as a Friend and as my Beloved. Thank You! Thank You! You truly are my everything.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

To Who Ever Is Reading This

Peace and Love!

Take heart in the fact that Jesus is the King of King, He is coming soon, and we have won! We have been empowered and given authority over all things to bring Heaven to earth. Enjoy your time hear on earth because it is a once in a life time opportunity to bring heaven to earth and to show others the Love of the King. There is nothing on earth or in hell that can take that a way from you. But if you do think for a second that there is, my I suggest that you look to the cross were everything was took en care of. There was nothing left undone, remember that. Nothing, nothing at all. Your past, present, and future all bought and pay for in full by the One who Loves you more then words can say. Thank you Jesus!! Thank you Papa! You rock my socks off!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Things That I thought I Would Never See In Cali

There are just a few things I thought I would have never see in Cali:

1. The grass being long enough to cut in Feb.
2. Snow
3. a Snowman
4. School canceled because of snow
5. 120 people healed in a Sunday night meeting
6. Myself

It is crazy the places you will go and the things you will do when you are in Love with someone. Love makes you do crazy things like:

1. Move away from everyone and everything you love
2. Go places you thought you would never go
3. Do things you thought were impossible
4. Find out who you are
5. Put others before yourself
6. Give away everything you have

All this and more. All it took was one touch. It is amazing what Love will do to a person. Thank You Papa for making the greatest sacrifice, so i could get to know You, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. My words can't tell You how much it means to me. I could try, but I could not do it justice.

I just got back from a missions trip to Tepic, Mexico. I would have to say it was the best missions trip I have ever been on. On the trip I saw a small glimpse of what I have been call to do. I got to see Heaven invade earth for about 3 hours strait. Were people were getting healed, saved, and delivered all in one shot. People would come right up to us and ask for prayer. We got to make a major impact on people, a church body, city, and nation. All because we are in Love! What an amazing deal! And that was only one of our nights!

Thank You so much Papa for choosing me before I chose You! It was so awesome to be your hands, feet, and mouth to your children. Thank You! Thank You! It was a honor to be a contact point for heaven to come to earth! Thank You! Thank You! I Love You so much!